Thanks for the advice guys, will definitely take it to heart! Don't want to hurt myself.
Campaman - I hear ya, but don't get the wrong impression about me, I am fairly safe and take precautions for the most part. It's just that I only posted those videos because my regular driving isn't really that...interesting. No point in posting a video of me driving in a straight line, so while it may look like I'm reckless, you're just getting a very small view into my riding. I do appreciate the concern though, no one wants to get hurt out there!
DT- That's what happened, after I hit the brake, all I could see was a forest and a telephone pole coming right at me, I'll admit I panicked for a second but I said fuck it, can't stop, ride through it you can make it....looked at the road, kept the bike upright and rode off.... for sure got lucky, but I'm starting to learn my limitations now and it's all new to me! Just glad I didn't wreck it.